Keresahanku...

Keresahanku..

tertatih langkahku meniti
harungi semua resah yang memayungi
garis hidupku yang penuh warna
mencoba tepiskan hampa di palung jiwa

kurebahkan ragaku didekapanmu
yang selalu teduhkan jiwa
dari segala rintihan yang menghimpitku
membuatku lupa akan kelamnya sisi duniaku

ku tak tau siapa diriku
bila kasih mu tak menyentuhku
segala asa seakan beku
ditimpa aral yang selalu merangkulku

tak pernah sedikitpun terlintas dalam benakku
tuk berpaling dari cintamu
walau berjuta wangi bunga
mencoba tuk runtuhkan pundi setiaku

maafkanlah aku
jika ku tak mampu tuk membuatmu bahagia
namun aku slalu mencoba
tuk dapat leraikan setiap duka yang menerpamu....

mEmIkIrKaNmu

mEmIkIrKaNmu

rasanya kulihat kau menatapku,
memandang tak berkedip
tahukah kau betapa manisnya dirimu?
aku suka penampilanmu...

apakah mataku menipuku,
saat kulihat kau berdiri disitu?
apakah kau mempermainkanku,
untuk membuktikan aku suka padamu?
apakah kau hanya ilusi,
hanya ada dalam pikiranku?

apakah kau memperhatikanku,
seperti aku memperhatikanmu,
ingin tahu sekiranya ada sedikit minatku padamu..
atau aku suka mencuri pandang ke arahmu?

akankah kau bicara padaku,
atau hanya memandangku setiap hari?
mungkin kau sudah melihat,
aku bukan pemuda pemalu..

aku suka bercerita pada teman-temanku,
kalau aku suka pada seseorang.
aku tak ingin membuat mu takut..
dan sekarang aku sering memikirkanmu.
dan sekarang aku cuman ingin tahu,
apakah kaupun sayang padaku...

bOsAn

bOsAn.....

aku sangat paham & coba tuk mengerti,
mungkin semuanya hanya butuh waktu & waktu
untuk kamu pahami semuanya..

Tapi sampai Kapan...???

aku dah coba untuk bicara & bicara...
tapi kamu bilang BOSAN........!!!

Women = SIN(2 * Pi * K * t)

Women = SIN(2 * Pi * K * t)

ada teory bagus dari blog ini tentang wanita di pandang dari sudut mata matematika.

A friend of mine - Zein Wali - and I were trying to understand women's behavior, and we came out with a theory that women are like a sinusoidal wave. The sinusoidal wave is filled with ups and downs and positives and negatives, and so are women. This is may be because they have period every month or so, and that's why they are just as periodic as the sine wave.

You may notice that the sine equals to zero when the X-axis (Time in our case) value is zero, and that is how it looks like when you are starting a relation with some woman. Then it goes up in the positive direction as you get to know her more. This may be noticed as the intensity and the frequency of phone calls, meetings, etc. Then for no reason the curve goes down, however some may claim that it is some kind of strategy they use in order to make them look more desirable. And the negative cycle is considered to most critical phase depending on the other partner behavior it may go up again to the positive part or just return to zero and stay there. The function shown below can be useful to represent the strength of the relation with time.

Women = SIN(2 * Pi * K * t)

• Pi: 3.1415 (Radian), or 90 (Degrees)
• K: Some constant, however more recent studies claim that it is function in the women itself, time, and the surrounding environment
• t: time

Recent studies are trying to make some kind of emotional rectifier in order to reach more steady behavior than this one above. Also some studies think that this may be solved by knowing many women so that when any of them is in her negative phase you can easily dump her for another one in her positive phase, however there are many ethical issues regarding such solution.